Ji to rahi hun par koi zindgi ni chal to rahi hun par koi rasta ni

[sonia sone]

*`~* HaY SaLAm TO alL *`~*
.....................................UMED HAY AP SB KHYRIYAT SY HONGY......

my apni life k bary my shair karna chai hun

........MY SHAIR O KARNA NI CHAI HI PAR MUJY APNI LIFE KA KOI RASTA NAZR NI A RAHA THA TO SOCHA SHAED KISI KI MADAD SY SHAED KX HO PAY....

aj my jo likhny ja ri hun wo ,myri puri life hay or end pr baungi k mujy apsy kia puchna hay wsy bi shaed ap ye pr kr hi shaed smj jayn

** AB MY APNI LIFE K BARY MY LIKH RI HUN **

my payar sy bho nafr krti thi mujy love k name sy bi bohat nafrt thi .... my sirf har wqt akela rehna pasnd karti thi schol my chay tuetion my hun kisi sy koi bat chet ni krtiiiiiiii thi bs apny kam sy kam ek din hmri tuetion my new girl ae wo mujy boht smjati thi mujy hasany ki koshish yani wo mujy myri apni dunya sy bahir nikalna chai thi bs najany q mujy uski har ba axi lagny lagi usny mujy hasna or muskrna sikhiya ........

wo kisi sy payr krti thi or my usy itna gusa hoti k ye sb kia hay ye kx ni hota insan mar jata hay esmy jb tut ta hy to insan bi tut jta hay ................. phir wo yehi kehti ye kia to ni jata par ho jta or dil ko bi kon rok skta hay....

or bs hmri dosti itni gehri thi k har bat ek dusry sy shair karty
pehly mujy ye net ye sb kx pta ni hota ha my mbl bi use krti thi pr bs youtube k ilwa kisi jiz ka pata ni tha phir myri dost ny ka ye kro hm bat kia kryn gy bs phir aesta aesta a gya ........

wsy to my pas bht si reqst bi ain pr my ignor kr dyti thi or jo bi boyz ki id hoti my usy ye hi keh kr dlt kr dyti k hate boys OR WSY BI MUJY BOYZ SY SKHT NAFRT HI mujy boyz bilkul ni pasnd phir bi najany q ik id esi bi ae jisy my jitni br ignor krti or phir add krta usny esi esi bat ki k jysy usy myra dil jita ho mujy uski bay axi lagny lagi phir my usy chating karti ri phir najany kb kia hoa kx pta bi ni chala mujy to ye bi soch ni thi k my esy itna payar or chahny lagi hun mny apni frnd sy kaha esa esa hy myry sath usny kaha ab dekhna esy hi hota kx ni pta chalta ye wo..................

phir myri enged hoe myry phopo k bety k sath or mny han kar di thi or kr li enged q my apny mom dd ko preshan ni karna chahti thi unka dil na tut jay esliy kx ni bola or mujy ye bi smj ni ari thi k usy ksy choro ...... mny apny mom dd k liy sirf uny khosh krny k liy shadi bi kr li q k myn ni chati thi uny myri waja sy koi dukh ya pareshni ho .....


myry hsbnd ny mujy itni khushyan di or my sch my usy apna hmsfr mn kar usy bht chahny lagi q k mujy pata k ab myri zindgi yehi hy sb kx yehi hay par ek din esa manhos din k achank myri id on reh gai lptop pr to myry hsbnd ny jab dekha to wo bht gusa hoy becz usny my sirf msg hi ni myri pix bi snd hoe hoe thi jiski waja sy muj sy bht naraz hoy

wo yehi kehty hyn ab k tum ny kabi mujy dil sy pyar kia hi ni tum tu kisi sy pyar krti ye wo...... mny uska (apny hsbnd ) ka name tak kanch sy apny arm par likh dia par wo phir bi kehty k bs dekhawa hota hay mujy ab kt kx smj ni ae k my usy ksy yaqen dilaun k my usy itna payar krti hun .... jo hoa myry wo guzra hoa kal tha mana k mujsy esa hoa pr ab my kia karun

mujy bht dukh hy k mny apny hsbnd ka dil tora par ab jo hoa mujsy my kia kr skti yehi kb sy smjya usy mny usny yehi kaha k q kia ye wo umri shadi zbrdsti hoe hyna ye wo ........ mny usy kaha bi k myry sath koi zbrdsti ni hoi mny khud kushi sy ki hay ................ wo sra din or sari rat ghr sy bahir rehta hay kbi kbi ghr ata hay khud my marr ri hun or pshta ri hun jo na chaty hoe mujsy hoa najanyb ab uski itni bari kia saza hy sirf rb sy yehi dua thi tuny mujy myra payar to ni dia or chahny walay ko bi mny kho dia ;( ;(

ab smj ni ati usy ksy yaqen di laun k mujy usy itna payar ek pyar to khoya ab dusra o ni kho skti mana k hoa mujy sy bht bara ghuna par jan k o ni kia par saza bi itni mili or ab ye bi saza najany es kia kar diA mny jo itni saza ..... ay khuda kbi kis ko tanha na karna tanha hony ka drd sirf usy pta hay jo tnha hy ......




**** NO TEL ME FRNDZ PLZZZ AB MY KIA KRUN USY KSY YAQEN DILAUN K MY USKY BAGER IK PAL IK MINT BI NI REH SKTI MANA K MUJSY GLT HOE PAR EK DFA O MAFI MILTI HAYNA ???????????? *****

~~~~~~~~~~~~NA JANY MYRI ZINDGI KISI MOR PAR AE HY KISY JI RI HUN USY APNY SY KHAFA DEKH KR HAR DIN HR SHAM BS ANSUN MY APNY RAB SY DUA KARTY GUZARTI HY NAJANY KB IS ZINDGI SY BAHIR NIKLUN GI~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz myry liy dua karna or plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz mujy zurruu kx to hint dyna


khuda hafizx ap sb ki duaon ki talb gar
tanHa SONiA ............

[Babarali435]

sorry for replay .................
Ap ki storry to such mein bahot sad hai ap ka Mazi ap k Aaj aor ane wale ko khrab kr raha hai...............
Lakin es ka ek hi elaaj hai k ap rona dhona band kr dain aor bilkul theek trha yakeen dilain.....
K ap ka maazi ap k mustaqbil pe asar nai kre ga....................
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Aor khuda ap ki problem solve kre....
Enjoy your life aor waqht hr zakham bhar deta hai.....

{..Again sorry for replay...}